Mobile: Not Myself
If I am not myself at work.
If I am not myself at the diner @ lunch.
If I am not myself at the bar.
Who am I, if not different? And when, in retrospect, did this revolt happen? And will there be a ransom posted, or will the old me be shot or brainwashed?
All I ask is that I live honestly, if not with clear intents. Or answers.
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That's a bad, bad feeling. I hope you find your way out of it soon.
ReplyDeleteIt's a weird, not necessarily bad feeling (this is the problem with authoring things from a cellphone). I found that I "wasn't myself" in certain social/work environments (or, at least, "not myself" in the eyes of others).
ReplyDeleteIt makes me question whether this is a sign/signal that I should be changing things. That perhaps the people who say "you seem *x* lately" are, in the grander scheme, are unconsciously warning me away from certain paths.
Not sure. That said, I appreciate the support. Things are actually going well, but sooo busy over the last few months. Better now.
Hope all is well with you!
I think I understand where you're coming from Matt... I guess from my own angle though.
ReplyDeleteAnywho - I hope you're keeping ok with all thaht's going on.